1/15/14 lorde have mercy

So I bought this cake today that says “It’s OK if ur gay” bahahaha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ahaha hah ah ah aha ha ha. So funny! I love my mom she’s so nice. So I’m having a problem and I need help. So I have had a energy drink pretty much everyday since the 8th grade. I’m a senior now. That’s alot of energy drinks and caffeine. I’m totally addicted to caffeine. I get headaches without it. I need it. But energy drinks are so so so bad for me and I can’t drink coffee cause it makes me sick. So I’m trying to stop. But it’s really hard. It’s really really really really really really really hard. I’m addicted. And I need to stop. I’ve tried like a million things and I need to stop. I feel like it’s coming up soon and I need to stop before I get sick cause all the caffiene gives me crazy bad anxiety and heart racing and acid reflux which all suck and i’m just sitting here like O M G forreal is this happening it’s 2014. This is out of hand i can’t even...like….wow. I need to stop being such a crack head and drink water like everyone else and stop trippin about body chemicals and stuff. My goodness. I am to to to to to to much sometimes L O L. Yeah. I need help but at least I’m not smoking ciggarettes.